February 2012
118 posts
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
One of those days.
This is just one of those days that all I can think about is you. This isn’t the “you” that broke my heart. This is a new “you”. You’re all I can think about. I can’t go a day without talking to you. You make me smile over the dumbest things. You make me feel good about myself even though I hate myself. I’d like to hope that someday you’ll be...
I hate my stomach and my thighs. I hate my hair...